ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Kathy Pov

I glared at him not saying a word.

“Katherine!”

he yelled again.

“What?”

I barked in response, I knew I was been petty but the moron didn’t give me a choice, he should have just stuck with his original plan of being on my bad side, I was getting used to it, and I didn’t like this his new strategy, it was confusing me.

“I am sorry okay, I messed up, I did and I know I am at fault for not trying to clear things instead I was beating around the bush, I should have just told you what happened that night and why I didn’t come home, and everything about the photos, I promise nothing happened with Ginna and nothing is going on, can we just stop fighting and go back to how we use to be?”

“You think I am stupid? Why? It wasn’t working like you expected so you are changing the plan? Please I am not a fool, I don’t buy whatever you are trying to project, I honestly do not want to have this conversation, I don’t care what’s going on, oh wait, yeah, I cared, I got hurt, I am still hurting but guess I am getting better so please don’t ruin this for me by coming here to confuse me, just gonna remind you again that you said our marriage ain’t a real one so there is nothing to fix, just go about doing your own thing and I will be doing mine, when you get tired of it, bring the divorce papers, and I will sign them.

I replied, it hurt talking about divorce but I think it was inevitable, and it was gonna happen, it’s going to hurt but I will get through it just fine.

“Why are you talking about divorce? I didn’t even mention anything like that, I already told you that I am sorry, yes I know I said that our marriage ain’t real, I wasn’t thinking then, can’t you just let me off the hook this once?”

He asked in a pleading voice, he sounded so sincere that I found myself almost believing him.

“Wow, I have to admit that you are really good, you are good at this, I almost fell for it but guess what, I didn’t, so just stop it,”

I replied, I honestly didn’t want to continue our conversation so I stood up from the bed, went over to my wardrobe, put on a gown, and decided it would be better if I just leave the house, going back to the bed, I picked up my phone and my purse that was laying in the bed and made to leave the room but the moron moved faster and locked the door.

“Cross, let me go,”

I shouted.

“No, not until you hear me out, not until we make up, I am not going to spend another day fighting with you Kathy, that’s not how I want us to live, so you have to hear me out!”

he said. He was talking nonsense at this point.

“I don’t want to hear anything alright? Is that so hard to get? I have no interest in whatever you want to say, leave me alone for fuck sake!”

I responded trying to get off again but he didn’t let go, I hated that he was stronger and could hold me down.

“Kathy, I am sorry about all I said, I know I messed up and said so many hurtful shits to you but I promise, I didn’t do what you think I did, even though I say that our marriage isn’t real, it’s means a lot to me, you mean a lot to me Mrs. Salvador,”

He said and I glared at him, his words hurt more than when he insulted me, what? I mean so much to him? That had to be the biggest lie ever told and I will be a fool to believe that.

“”Blackmailer, I know what you are doing, and I am not going to fall for it,”

I said, pushing him off and throwing my purse at him, he caught it and dropped it on the floor, I threw my phone at him too, but he didn’t let it get to the ground, the idiot caught it and set it gently on the table close to the door.

“I am not blackmailing you, I just want us to be okay again, Ginna is not a threat and I can prove that to you, she won’t be moving in here with us again, I am sorry I didn’t think of you before making that decision,”

He revealed and apologized, he sounded so sincere that I wanted to believe him, but I was scared, scared that I might be right, scared that he might just be doing all these to get on my good side.

“How do I believe you?”

“Let me please, I will show you,”

“I don’t believe you,”

I said weakly, I knew I shouldn’t give in to what he was saying but he sounded so sincere, I wanted to give him a chance.

“You promise that nothing happened with you too?”

“Yes,”

“You said you will choose her over me,”

I reminded him of the words he had said that had hurt me so bad.

“I am sorry, I wasn’t thinking straight, Ginna is my past, and you are my present,”ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

“Why should I believe you?”

“Because you love me,”

He said, he sounded so sure.

“But you don’t love me,”

I replied voicing out my biggest pain, the fact that he doesn’t love me

“I can’t lie and say I do, but I am willing to make this work if you give me a chance,”

He said and that I could believe if he had said he loved me I would have slapped him and left but he said he would learn which means he really wants to give us a chance, so I decided to give him that chance.

“Fine, you get your chance,”

I said and he hugged me…