Chapter 58 Molly
It was terrible that I had to say goodbye to Chris just now that we understood each other and finally confessed our feelings for each other. It was liberating, and I should have done it sooner.
I park Julie’s car in the garage and head towards the elevator, and I am a little nervous because I have decided to tell her what is between her brother and me. I don’t know how she will react, and it makes me extremely tense with every step I take toward her apartment.
I meet Chantal and Ronan, her new boyfriend, and say:
”You finally remembered you live here?”
She laughs and says:
” Look who’s in a good mood today. You look like you finally got laid.”
I roll my eyes, and they walk away, laughing towards the stairs. I take a deep breath and head for Julie’s apartment door, which for a change, has the door unlocked. I walk in, and she turns to me smiling and asks:
”Are you back yet?”
I can only answer:
”Yeah, I just got here.”
She says:
”Great. Thanks a lot, friend.”
She goes back to the juice she seemed to be noticing, and I approach the countertop that separates the kitchen from the living room and say:
”Julie, I need to talk to you.”
She doesn’t even look at me as she tastes if the juice has enough sugar in it and says:
”Speak up.”
I take a deep breath, and I don’t know if I like that she’s not making a big deal out of what I’m about to say or if I think it’s worse that she’s going to be scared or even angry with me because I broke her friends’ code of not being interested in their siblings. I close my eyes and say at once:
”I’ve been hanging out with Chris. ”
She stops what she is doing and looks at me, and I am preparing myself so that she will never speak to me again. I know I will suffer and do everything to make her forgive me and…
She interrupts me by saying:
”And how are you two now?”
What? Did she ask me that? No reaction at all to what I said before?
She still looks at me, waiting for an answer, and I say:
”. We talked, and we are fine.”
She smiles and says:
” Great.”
I am still in disbelief when I see Brennan come downstairs and ask Julie to make him a sandwich. He sees me and says hi, I look at him and Julie several times, and she rolls her eyes, saying:
”Oh, come on, Molly? Everybody knows that you and my brother were making out.”
”What?”
She sees my astonished face and says to Brennan:
”Isn’t that right, love?”
He shakes his head affirmatively and says:
”That night at the bar.”
I am so embarrassed right now, so Julie comes over and hugs me laughing, and I end up laughing too. Then I say:
” I’m sorry I didn’t tell you sooner.”
She says:
”That’s okay, Molly. You don’t have to apologize for that.”
I say:
” I thought you would hate it because I broke the friend code.”
She laughs and says:
” Silly What code? You’re all grown up, and I like you together. The two of you are less annoying.”
I end up laughing and say:
” You mean this story about Brennan being sick was a lie?”
He laughs, and Julie says:
”I had to find a way for you to talk to each other. No one could stand you two almost crying all the time in front of us anymore.”Content is © 2024 NôvelDrama.Org.
Brennan laughs even more complex and says:
”True.”
I can only say:
”Thank you.”
She smiles and hands me a glass and pours me orange juice while saying:
”You’re welcome. Chris will be back soon, and it’s just a few days.”
I sip my juice and smile at the thought that he’ll be back to me soon. Julie invites me to stay and watch a movie with the two of them. After all, Chantal is not at home, and now I feel even more at home here, if that is possible. My heart isn’t heavy anymore, I have to wait for my best friend’s brother to come back, and I can’t wait for that to happen.
… Epilogue…
”Okay. Kisses, kisses. I miss you so much.”
Chris smiles from the other side of my laptop screen, and I want to run to him now and bite that smile for one long kiss. But he is still in New York. He says:
” I miss you too, my beautiful.”
I almost melt when he says these things, I’ve always thought it was a bit mushy, but when he says it to me, I’m like a fool and want him to say more, to say it all the time. To love Chris is good. To know that he loves me back is even better. I say goodbye and leave my room. He said he would be back by the weekend, and my anxiety only increased, it has been a month and a few days since he traveled, and even though we have spoken constantly, I still miss him.
Chris commented the other day that he left his room like that and asked me if I could come over and check it out. I don’t know if Julie has had much time to clean it out, it has been the end of the semester, and we have been very busy with college papers and exams.
I told him I would pick one day a week to do this, and I even told him yesterday that I would do it today, so in the afternoon, I would look around to see if I needed to clean anything. I like this, and it makes me realize even more that there is only a short time left before he returns to stay with me. Even though it may not be for many days, I still like it.