Not Just A Luna; I Am Alpha!

Chassy

I am worried. I couldn’t help but feel that way. No matter where I look at it, Sena and Xander have a son, and I know the importance of having one. I could feel my mate’s love and understanding for me, and I was overjoyed about it. But it didn’t give me a guarantee about that woman’s intention. I had a feeling that she was going to do everything to get my mate, and even if I didn’t want to blame him for being so reckless, I admit that there were times when I couldn’t help but do so.

“Chas,” Xander said, we are in our bedroom and are ready to have our rest. “What’s troubling you?” he asked.

“Oh, nothing. I just want to end all of this. I want to stay in the pack and don’t leave you here.” I replied that, although it was partly true, I can’t tell him what really worries me, right? He sighed and pulled me closer to him.

“Don’t think about Sena; I am not going to let her stay here.” I believe him and the goddess know that. He is my mate, and I am going to believe in everything he tells me. But I still have doubts because of that woman.

“I am not. It was the vampires. I feel like we are moving too slowly and didn’t get anything we can use against them.”

“Jack called, and he told me that the vampires knew about you,” he started. As he continued, I realized what he was going to tell me next. “Can you not go alone? Why not bring Allie with you every time you come here?”

“I want him to help Sims; I can manage, and I didn’t want to give those vampires a chance or advantage when they decided to show up in my pack,” I replied.

“Jay, Simon, and Rick are still at their prime; what are you so worried about?” he asked,

“I know, but I can’t help it. Whenever I was away from the Silver Moon Pack, my mind always stayed with them.”

“But still, it was unsafe for you to travel alone.”

“Let’s just sleep for now, Xander. I didn’t want to argue with you about this now.” I replied and hugged him. He didn’t say anything, but I heard him sigh heavily before he hugged me back.

I was up early the next morning. Actually, I didn’t get a good sleep at all because of Sena. Just what is that woman doing to me? I got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. Taking a bath will make me feel refreshed for sure, and I needed that.

After I’m done, I look at Xander, who is still sleeping. I smiled at the thought that he was mine and no one else. I am very possessive; what else can I do? I had been neglected by him before, and although he had a reason, the fact that he still did make me feel threatened.

“Until when are you going to stare at me?” I was startled when he talked. I didn’t answer, so he opened his eyes slowly.

“How long have you been awake?” I asked consciously.

“I don’t know. I can’t sleep at all because I could feel you.”

“I’m sorry about that. It seems that I accidentally conveyed my emotions to him. It was because of the bond that I could do that. I saw him sit up and look at me.

“Come here, Chas,” he said, raising his arms towards me. I walked closer to him and sat on his lap. I am not used to this yet, but I like the feeling. He buried his face in the crook of my neck, where his mark was, and sniffed it. Then he started licking it, and it felt good. I could feel the tension between my legs, and, oh, I want this man. “Can’t you feel how much I love you?” he asked, looking at me intently.

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Then he touched his mark on my neck without leaving eye contact. “If my word is not enough, how about this mark?” he asked again. You leave the pack to go back to the Silver Moon Pack. Did you know how worried I get whenever that happens? I know what I did to you, and Sena coming here with Ethan frightens me as well. Thinking about how hurt you are and finding some solace in the arms of another man like Sims scares the hell out of me too, Chas.”

“Xander,” I said,

“I can’t say that everything is going to be easy. I know that Sena was a threat to us and our relationship, but we already marked each other. I want you to trust me, and so I do. I am going to say this for the last time. Even if another woman can give me a thousand heirs, I will only choose you. You are my mate, whom the goddess has gifted me with, and I love you. So much that I won’t be able to breathe without.”

He already told me that many times and it always made me feel touched. I didn’t have a word to say, so I kissed him, hoping it would convey my feelings. My thankfulness for his love and affection, as well as the assurance that he had given me, was overflowing. He kissed me back, and we started the morning with a few rounds of making love before we went down for breakfast.

The whole morning was very productive for the squad. I’ve decided to send a few of them on special training in Alaska. In my first month of being an alpha of the Silver Moon Pack, I went there and met the chief officer of the wolf task force. It was a group of werewolves with special abilities and outstanding strength. I stayed there for 2 months and attended their training, but the head chief said that I was too much for them.

I left the camp and was told to bring them some recruits if I ever found someone who would meet their requirements. And five of the squad members do. I have to inform Xander about it because I know that they will be able to gain more there that will help us. I cannot focus on training them with what they can learn there because not everyone can do it.

At lunchtime, I went to Xander’s office and found him there with a man. When he looked at me, I found out that he was the former alpha and my mate’s father, Alex Finch. Now, what is he doing here? I thought he was on the council.