Shifted Fate (Amy)

Chapter 525

But why would it matter?” I cried. “She had so many other ways to help, she didn’t have to do this.” I shook my head. I just didn’t understand.

Greyson looked up at me with a sad smile. “You know what I heard for the last four years? Every day when Cass was struggling, she would always say that she wanted to be more like you. ‘I have to be like Amy‘.” He shook his head. “I tried to explain that she didn’t have to be like you because I loved her as she was, but she kept saying that she had to be like you because she wanted to be someone that she could look up to. Someone that our pups would look up to and the only person that she ever looked up to you was you.”

Rowan clutched me tighter to his chest as he felt my body trembling against his. “No.” I fought back against Greyson’s words. ” I’m not someone to look up to.”

“Come on, Amy. You’re an alpha, you’re an amazing person and have always stuck up for Cass. She absolutely loves you. You’re her best friend. Of course she wanted to be like you. You risk it all for the people you love, right?” I nearly dropped to my knees, but Rowan caught me. Greyson looked at me. “I don’t blame you. I swear to the goddess that I don’t. I know my mate made her own choices and I know that if this happened, it’s the goddess’s path. I’m just devastated that my pup is gone and my mate is in this bed. I know that I have to go out and still fight to keep our home safe.” Greyson stood and he looked at the doctor. “Is she stable?”

The doctor looked down at Cass and sighed. “She’s showing no signs of fading, so she stable for now. I’m going to monitor her for the rest of the day to ensure she makes it.”

“What are you thinking? What are you going to do?” I stepped out of Rowan’s arms. Greyson looked back at me and I could see the anger, the hatred burning behind his eyes.

“I’m going to go kill the person who hurt my mate. I’m going to kill the person who killed my pup.” Another tear trembled at the edge of his lashes.

“She’s already dead.” A weak voice came from the bed.

Everyone whirled to see that Cass’s eyes were opened. “What did you just say?” Greyson rushed to the bedside again, dropping to his knees beside it, and slid his hand into hers. “Baby, are you okay?”

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Greyson swallowed as he looked down at their clutched hands. He shook his head slowly. “Our pup didn’t make it.”

Cass tried to pull away but Greyson held on strongly. “No.” She fought against his hold, but he still held her. He pushed up from his knees and crawled into the bed, wrapping his arms completely around her body. “No.” The word sounded more like she was choking than an actual thought. “NO!” This time it was like her heart was ripped from her chest and the scream that followed shattered the last bit of hope that everyone was holding, too.

I went to the other side of the bed, and I reached for my friend, but she pulled away. I looked her in the eyes and I tried to tell her how sorry I was. “Cass.” I tried, but my words failed me.

“How?” That one word was a whisper that I barely caught.

“How what?” I asked as my hands dropped into my lap.

“How did you get past losing your pup?” Her eyes met mine.

“What?” I reeled back from the question.

“How did you get past losing your pup?” She repeated the question slower, but it was the desolation in her eyes that sucked me in. “I don’t see how you could get past it. My soul feels like it’s been fractured. My heart feels hallow.”

There was a silence that enveloped the room. I took in a breath and then answered. “The simple answer is you don’t.” A sob wanted to break from my chest, but I pushed it back down. This was not my time for pain.

“How am I supposed to move on?” I was staring into her eyes, and felt that there was nothing there.

“You’re not supposed to move on from this. You’ll never get past but it does get easier. It doesn’t happen easily or fast, but each day it gets a little easier to deal. But the years later you’ll be walking down the street and it’ll just hit you all over again and it’ll drop you to your knees.” I swallowed past the lump in my throat “Losing someone you love is the worst possible thing that could happen to you. It breaks something fundamental inside of you. Eventually, you’ll learn to live without it, but that broken piece stays broken.”

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