37. Control
Emotion: a complex experience of consciousness, bodily sensation, and behavior that reflects the personal significance of a thing, an event, or a state of affairs.
Ammar
“You and Aldrich, huh?”
Tessa’s voice snapped me back from my gaze. I was pissed at my younger brother and the mentioning of the guard’s name just made me irked more on the inside.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.
So, instead of answering her question, I decided to ask her back. “Good evening, I assumed you are enjoying your stroll?” I politely questioned, thinking father cherished his human lover and I need to respect her while she was staying at the den.
Tessa giggled as if my words were somehow a little too ancient for her taste. Humans… I’m too important for this, I need to get back to my territory.
“Hey, wait, sorry that didn’t come out right,” she put her hand on my arm and I look at it with a raised eyebrow. “Oh, come on, I know you’re the emotionally unavailable one. What? Your daddy shares stuff. We are intimate, you know?” It was her turn to raise an eyebrow at me. Then, it was my turn to laugh. Okay, I may kinda like this human thing Daddy picked out for himself. Maybe it was her fearless attitude or the humorous way her mouth blabbered random stuff. But whatever it was, I had no qualms with her budding romance with my Sire. She would be the perfect fling for him, at least father is less grumpy and it was easier to talk to him these days.
“I guess I am emotionally picky. Where are you headed? Let me escort you,”
She giggled again before telling me she was looking for some cheese kind of dessert. “Tell me, your human chef, is he in any way related to Lucius’s cause that brother of yours has the perfect chef with an ah-maziiing talent for every kind of cheese dish I could only dream of.”
My smile grew just a little bit wider, her random words were really out of the blue and I patted her hand that rest on the crook of my arm and told her about our human chefs at the den.
“We have several, we employ many for our den because accidents happened.” I used the word accident loosely as my gaze landed on her eyes. But Tessa just smiled sweetly and nodded her pretty little head. Huh, I guess Aldrich was right, he did say that Tessa has psychopathic tendencies. That was also father called her his little killer.
“I can’t wait to meet them,” her glee expression made me smirk. “I know father had introduced you to the rest of the clan, but some younglings might not be able to resist your charm. Maybe it’s best for you not to wander around the den alone?”
“Meh, if I’m dead, I’m dead. Your daddy had prolonged my chances of living. And I’m after the cheese, there’s no vampire cult stopping me from my dessert. And uh, I might overwork your king and tire him out. He said he’d find me later tho,” she explained as we were walking down the stairs and I almost tripped myself from her last words. Okay, small details that I did not have to know about.
“I don’t think you’re supposed to share that bit with his son.”
“Really? I don’t take your kind as a prude.” She shrugged and I almost laughed, luckily I could pull off my restraint and hold it down to a chuckle instead. I am the emotionally unavailable son, according to father.
“So, you’re good? With your brother, I mean?” She asked after she had a feast of half the cheese pie she managed to find in the fridge while I helped myself to a blood bag from the other side of the fridge.
Tessa was trying to make a small conversation, and I couldn’t help it to smile and nodded.
“Good… good, I don’t like to meddle, you know, not my thing. Daddy King was worried,” she shrugged and looked at me with her deep thoughtful mind as if she was trying to figure me out and I awarded her with another chuckle. And that was when father came into the kitchen and he puts his arm around my shoulder.
“You’re having a nice conversation with Tessa and she had her cheesy dessert, good… good, everything’s perfect.” He lowered himself to kiss his lover and that was it for me. I backed away from him and told the annoyingly cute couple good night.
I decided to venture out to the city and have my fresh human blood. The blood I had earlier didn’t quite quench my thirst. I always preferred them fresh and I know exactly who was always ready to donate some for me.
It took me less than ten minutes to find him. He was in the middle of fucking his companion for the night. She was most likely an escort, cause just like me the man was also emotionally detached. I decided to let him pound the curvaceous woman and watched how his thigh muscles contracts with each thrust. I love hearing how his heart pumped blood into his veins especially when he was nearing his climax.
I could feel myself getting hard just from hearing his grunts alarming her that he was getting close. She was about to fake her orgasm, but he kept on pushing harder until she couldn’t help to quiver and eventually gave in to her orgasm. He held her waist, most likely bruising her before he thrust hard one more time then quickly pulled out and came all over her breasts.
I could hear him telling her to leave as he walked into the ensuite. I waited for her to get dressed and left before I slid his balcony door and walked into his bedroom. I took my time getting undressed while he was still in the shower. I joined him under the shower and wrapped him from behind.
“You looked too good,” I whispered as he got tensed for a couple of seconds before he recognized my voice. The man sighed and relaxed as he feels my hard cock between his ass.
“You took too long. I needed you, Ammar. Fuck me, already. And drink me, please…” The man groaned as he spread his legs for me and pressed his chest flat against the shower wall while pushing his ass back, showing his need for my cock.
“My personal human cum slut, you want to defy your dad so bad don’t you?”
He moaned louder as he reached behind, grabbed my hip, pushing me to fuck him. Dane was the son of the general who keeps eyes on our kind. And Dane’s a brat with too much money and time on his hands. He was the black sheep of the family, who wanted nothing but to upset his dad by fucking with the one being the General despises, vampires.
“Have me, for fuck sake, Ammar, take me!” His other hand grabbed the back of my neck and that was all it takes for me to sink my fangs into his neck while my cock thrust deep into his ass.
My hands wrapped around his beautiful strong sculpted body and rock him hard. Our moans filled his bathroom walls and he released his load onto the shower wall. I drank him greedily until he was weak in my arms and filled him with cum, all while my mind wandered back to Aldrich.
Fuck…
I released Dane, holding his limped body while cleaning both of us. I carried the human back to his bed, tucked him under the cover, and let him sleep it off.
“Don’t go, stay awhile, please…”
I sighed and relent to the clingy man. I stayed with him until he was fast asleep then kissed his forehead before leaving his apartment.
*****
“You know your father will be upset if he finds out about you and Dane.”
Aldrich’s voice carried into my room before I even saw him, I didn’t even hear him come in. That only shows how deep I was in my thoughts. Aldrich’s tall and handsome figure walked into my bedroom looking graceful and menacing at the same time.
“I could say the same thing about you and Vesper,” I muttered trying to act calmly though I know he can see right through me easily.
“Ah, so this is jealousy?”
I was thoroughly pissed at him when I pushed him roughly onto my bedroom wall. “There’s no jealousy when there’s nothing between us,” I growled at him. I didn’t want to feel, not after seeing how father was devastated when he lost his mate. I still couldn’t believe how he could easily risk his heart again for another lover. I was determined not to be him. And seeing Aldrich with Vesper confirmed my decision. I was not going to toy with my feelings.
“Ammar,” that was all he said before my self-control was gone and my lips were on his and pushed him to part and shoved my tongue as his hands wrapped around my body.
Damn him. Damn him and Vesper!
I quickly pulled away and pushed the handsome guard out of my room and locked the door behind him.